Future

Note to My dear Lord

Owh Sweet Lord Jesus Christ,

Please Dear Lord, Please let his time change, please let there be good and positive happening for him now God. Please let all his deals work out, let this be a start dear Lord..Let this one work out..!

I Love You Lord, Please Bless us both. Let everyone Be happy and get What They want.

You are a Amazing , Everlasting and Miraculous Lord ! You never let your Children Down when they call to you with a Sincere Heart. Please Dear Lord, Please Make this Happen for us.

Thank You Dear Lord.

Your Child.

Lust Vs Love

Why do i suddenly feel that when it comes to Lust and Love, Lust is gonna win but only and only for a short while...I mean like , what the heck about how long it takes ..!! It Win's!! And don't you think that it shouldn't ...!!

Have you ever been a Victim to this devils game?? Gosh this is Major Karma that we are talking about here ! Can you imagine Total HeartBreak's = 3 ..!! yourself , your Love and your Lust ..!! Owh gosh this is like one horrible feeling and you also have to end up living with this feeling like for the end of ur life..!!

Sometimes we need and strive to know if we are making the right choices and are actually on the right path .. we start calling out to God hoping for him to give an immediate answer to us..! Well for the fact it does'nt work that easy ..!! But no worries God loves all and each one of us here so he looks out for us and as you go and start to take the chill pill u actually realize and know that what God wants us to do and has in mind for us he eventually shows us that we are on the right path ...!!

Hruummmm... when this happens i will blame both the parties in a relationship ...!! Well if both partners were supportive to each other , taking care and looking over the other .. the bond of the love gets looser lets look at chemistry okie , at the presence of heat the bond between the molecules get weaker and the eventually break of turning solid into liquid ! It works the same with relationship's ..!!

So hold on tight to the love that you have ryte now! Improve on your love everyday , do new things, be different and cherish every moment ! Give it your best shot so that if something screws up along the way, you that you are not to be blamed, every human deserves to feel Good about themselves !

You know life is too short for us to be thinking too much about anything , so some people say do not think to much! Well i used and still am telling most of my friends that they think to much ..!

Today im gonna change that phrase of mine ! im gonna tell them not to think to much or to little so they should think moderately ...!! Do not jump into the well to fast , if you're gonna do so make sure you are equipped with what you need to get yourself up! Okie buddies ..??

Never let Lust get in the way of Love and if it does get it out immediately .. it's not worth it ..!! Not at all you end up hurting yourself, and the opposite sex that you've been messing with , this whole thing can just end up getting all dirty and messy sometimes the mess gets to much that you cant even clean it up..!

Life is too short for us to keep messing up! You have messed up alot now? Time to clean it up and get a straight start and do not forget to love yourself more than anything else, especially a 3rd person ......!!

Love you Life , Leave the Lust ..Flame up the relationship that you have in hand..!!

Miley Cyrus - When I Look At You

I'M Sorry

I am sorry to make you feel like this,

I know it hurts, i can imagine how you

are feeling now! I do not know what drove me to do this to you now.....

I do not know why ... Maybe we should of just let things be when you

left earlier ... my heart is hurting as well but i just cant be with you anymore....

But i do not know why and how you can still be so selfish now and make things

difficult for me at this point ... I noe u are doing this cause you still wanna live with me ...

I can see it Da the day is coming when you are going to be doing all well and i am gonna

See and say Oh Gosh i Lost him .. Or maybe not ..!! You always won in making me feel

Bad!! You always did all you can to make me feel Bad..!! I do not know why .. and I too

always let you do this to me..! You Dont cry like that don't cry like a small boy ... I always

looked at you as a small boy..Deep down you really are a small boy..!! I know that but you

Gotta change the way you live and look at things...Thru this time we were together i realized

That your Mind just got narrow, day by day it got narrower and narrower ... You're a guy My dear you can't be thinking like this...But i just do not know what to say ... I want you to be happy but at the same time i do not wanna be with you .. maybe its cause i do not understand you ...!! i know this feeling is terrible trust me i went thru it once cause of you ..!! My dear after this even if i get back with you you will have a fright and feeling that this might happen again and then things will never be the same again ... Just like what happed now with me and you .. I always had the fright that you will leave me again someday and when you brought up that topic again the other day i knew that you are still having that same feeling in your heart i taught to myself that day that is no point for me of us having this relationship and that day u lied to me that you are talking to your cousin when you were actually talking to N ..!! Why do you always have to wait for something like this to happen for you to realize your mistake? When i was with you i asked you for so many things you did not do for me..when i have decided to leave then you come up with all this things ....!!!! Even now i feel like just running towards you and hugging you and saying that okie i agree to give it another try ... but i am afraid that i am just gonna make a mistake again ...!! I cant see you like this ..Please Do not do this to yourself ..!!

How can you be thinking like this

Job...!

Owwwhhh how i love that Yellow Man...!!

I had a superb 10 Month of working experience along with N & I !

I just had to screw it up by leaving there to go for NURSING !!

Something that i din even end up completing ..!

Now lets get down to the root of the decision! why did i even decide to leave ..????

Cause of rumours ! They were rumours going around that my contract will not be

Extended and so i Panicked i did not know what to do! ohw yea another reason is

also cause of my dad.! he kept on bugging that i was not studying and what not!!!

Gosh i can still remember that is one of the most stupid stupid like extremely terribly

aiyoyoyo i also do know how else to describe it but that was a dam wrong decision :(

From the 15 Jan 2010 till today i have been trying to get into the company back .

Well after that i was Jobless for around a month, Shortly after that i got offered a

job by P1 Wimax the starting was great training in KL , new frenz , Nites at Uncle

Chilies :D wohhh i taught i got something better well as they say when God closes

one door he opens the other Door he never lets us get trapped in a closed place with

no air to breathe . Yup so i went in for the Job things were very fine but it was not

as good as DiGi!!

There was so much of appreciation at Digi , but here you were never appreciated!

China man company !!! what do you expect ! No , No , No never work for a china

company they just sponge you out and they give you nothing in return and guess

what even when there's a part for appreciation they give it to their Color!! not

to a dark skinned cause we are know as their KULI and nothing more than that !

Ok coming back to the bright side ! My Yellow Fellow DiGI ...

i do not know why but i just have this crazy passion

for DiGi ..!! then why i left ryte??? i know as i

mentioned earlier i was confused, young, commitment less

what do you expect ??? Owhh yea and back then i hardly make

my own decisions all made by other plp , i listened to others

This was probably cause i was afraid that i would be blamed if

anything went wrong ! you see this is the problem with we

humans always finding someone else to blame!Gosh but now i

realize that if only i made those decisions and sticked to

what i wanted i wouldn't of made a mess and screwed up , or

probably im just easily influenced by others!

We'll anyway now i've kinda like got a second chance for Digi

I just am hoping and praying now that i will get the Job and

they will offer me a Good basic pay ! Im really praying hard

for this i hope and pray that God will bless me by letting me get this offer and so i can correct a mistake that i once made. I trust that Lord has his plans for me and it is the best.

This is my story about My Yellow Man ..!!

10 SiMple WayS To Make UR BoSs Think YouR iNtelegEnt

1 Beat The CLOCK

2. Say "GOOD MORNING "

3. Volunteer

4. Be The Printer GURU

5. Say "THANKS"

6. Make COFFEE

7. Use The Right Jargon

8. Create Procedures

9. Leave An Trail Email

10. Fake Enthusiasm