First Of all happy fathers day to you!! i know i won't be wishing you cause we have our issues.!
well i'm trying to forget things but i see that you are not giving me a chance to do so! Everytime i try to look infront i am not able to do so !! Anyway i Just wanted To Say That I Just Wish You Were More Understanding To Me And Just Gave A Bit Of Encouragement, Support, Showed Love And Told Me That You Care!! I Really Long To Hear These Words From You But I Guess That Will Never Happen! But I Seriously Wonder Why Wont U Be Slightly Appreciative. I Listened To What Ever You Told Me To Do What!! What else Do You Want. Maybe I Should Of listened To My Own Heart And Made My Own Decision In Form 6 And Now Maybe I Would Be In Some University As You Want Now. But You Know I Gave It My Best! I Studied In Front Of Your Own Eyes But Yet You Said That It Was Because OF MY SINS THAT I DID BAD!!! I Was Just 19 At That Time How Much Of Sins Could I Have Possibly Committed ?!! You Accused Me Falsely So Many Times ! You Made ME Hate My Life At Several Parts Of My Life And You Were There To Make ME FEEL SO HORRIBLE IN MY LIFE!! The Days I Were Down You Were Always There To Make Things Worse For Me!! Everytime Something Wrong Happened You Scolded Ama Like As Tho She Has Full Responsibility Over Us And You Have No Part On our Wrong Doings!! I Was Just Doing My Duty As A Child But U Said U'll Throw It On My Face.!! I Dun Wan Your Money Cause If I want It I Would Of Taken It Long Ago!! Anyway I Have So Much To Question You But I Just Can't And I Really Hate This Part!!
Anyway Sorry Being Such A Failure For Your Eyes But I Know Very Well Deep Inside Me That I Am Not And Will Never Be A Failure!! One Day You Will See That, And Please Do Remember That You Do Not Have Anything To Do With It.!!
