I'M Sorry

I am sorry to make you feel like this,

I know it hurts, i can imagine how you

are feeling now! I do not know what drove me to do this to you now.....

I do not know why ... Maybe we should of just let things be when you

left earlier ... my heart is hurting as well but i just cant be with you anymore....

But i do not know why and how you can still be so selfish now and make things

difficult for me at this point ... I noe u are doing this cause you still wanna live with me ...

I can see it Da the day is coming when you are going to be doing all well and i am gonna

See and say Oh Gosh i Lost him .. Or maybe not ..!! You always won in making me feel

Bad!! You always did all you can to make me feel Bad..!! I do not know why .. and I too

always let you do this to me..! You Dont cry like that don't cry like a small boy ... I always

looked at you as a small boy..Deep down you really are a small boy..!! I know that but you

Gotta change the way you live and look at things...Thru this time we were together i realized

That your Mind just got narrow, day by day it got narrower and narrower ... You're a guy My dear you can't be thinking like this...But i just do not know what to say ... I want you to be happy but at the same time i do not wanna be with you .. maybe its cause i do not understand you ...!! i know this feeling is terrible trust me i went thru it once cause of you ..!! My dear after this even if i get back with you you will have a fright and feeling that this might happen again and then things will never be the same again ... Just like what happed now with me and you .. I always had the fright that you will leave me again someday and when you brought up that topic again the other day i knew that you are still having that same feeling in your heart i taught to myself that day that is no point for me of us having this relationship and that day u lied to me that you are talking to your cousin when you were actually talking to N ..!! Why do you always have to wait for something like this to happen for you to realize your mistake? When i was with you i asked you for so many things you did not do for me..when i have decided to leave then you come up with all this things ....!!!! Even now i feel like just running towards you and hugging you and saying that okie i agree to give it another try ... but i am afraid that i am just gonna make a mistake again ...!! I cant see you like this ..Please Do not do this to yourself ..!!

How can you be thinking like this

Job...!

Owwwhhh how i love that Yellow Man...!!

I had a superb 10 Month of working experience along with N & I !

I just had to screw it up by leaving there to go for NURSING !!

Something that i din even end up completing ..!

Now lets get down to the root of the decision! why did i even decide to leave ..????

Cause of rumours ! They were rumours going around that my contract will not be

Extended and so i Panicked i did not know what to do! ohw yea another reason is

also cause of my dad.! he kept on bugging that i was not studying and what not!!!

Gosh i can still remember that is one of the most stupid stupid like extremely terribly

aiyoyoyo i also do know how else to describe it but that was a dam wrong decision :(

From the 15 Jan 2010 till today i have been trying to get into the company back .

Well after that i was Jobless for around a month, Shortly after that i got offered a

job by P1 Wimax the starting was great training in KL , new frenz , Nites at Uncle

Chilies :D wohhh i taught i got something better well as they say when God closes

one door he opens the other Door he never lets us get trapped in a closed place with

no air to breathe . Yup so i went in for the Job things were very fine but it was not

as good as DiGi!!

There was so much of appreciation at Digi , but here you were never appreciated!

China man company !!! what do you expect ! No , No , No never work for a china

company they just sponge you out and they give you nothing in return and guess

what even when there's a part for appreciation they give it to their Color!! not

to a dark skinned cause we are know as their KULI and nothing more than that !

Ok coming back to the bright side ! My Yellow Fellow DiGI ...

i do not know why but i just have this crazy passion

for DiGi ..!! then why i left ryte??? i know as i

mentioned earlier i was confused, young, commitment less

what do you expect ??? Owhh yea and back then i hardly make

my own decisions all made by other plp , i listened to others

This was probably cause i was afraid that i would be blamed if

anything went wrong ! you see this is the problem with we

humans always finding someone else to blame!Gosh but now i

realize that if only i made those decisions and sticked to

what i wanted i wouldn't of made a mess and screwed up , or

probably im just easily influenced by others!

We'll anyway now i've kinda like got a second chance for Digi

I just am hoping and praying now that i will get the Job and

they will offer me a Good basic pay ! Im really praying hard

for this i hope and pray that God will bless me by letting me get this offer and so i can correct a mistake that i once made. I trust that Lord has his plans for me and it is the best.

This is my story about My Yellow Man ..!!

10 SiMple WayS To Make UR BoSs Think YouR iNtelegEnt

1 Beat The CLOCK

2. Say "GOOD MORNING "

3. Volunteer

4. Be The Printer GURU

5. Say "THANKS"

6. Make COFFEE

7. Use The Right Jargon

8. Create Procedures

9. Leave An Trail Email

10. Fake Enthusiasm

8 HarSh TruThs By Dumb Little Man ..!!

1. Friends ComE & G0 . . . . !

> There are an abundance of amazing people out there for you to meet and build relationships with. If you don't have many friends, don't stress, there are literally billions of friendship possibilities.

2. You DON'T Always GET WHAT YOU WANT . . . !

>Don't look for happiness in material possessions and if things don't go your way, learn to accept them. Life's too short to stay miserable.

3. MaNy PeoPle Will LOvE You , But Many PeoPle Will NOT . . . !

>Not everyone is always going to like you, and that's fine. If people want to spend time talking about you then that is their problem. You are perfect as you are. You shouldn't need everyone to like you to have some form of self-esteem.

4. No One Can TRanSform YouR LifE LiKe You CaN . . . !

> Do things for yourself and learn to stand on your own two feet. People you rely on won't be around forever, and you don't want to have to use others as a crutch to get anywhere in life.

5. YoU Are GoIng To FaiL . . .!

>You can learn a lot from others, but it is your own failures that are going to teach you the most valuable lessons in life. Learn from your failures, embrace them, and use them to drive you on to success.

6. RaIn Will SomeTimeS CanCel PLay . . . !

>Don't stress about the things that you can't control. Learn to live with things that happen. You can't change the past, but you can change how you react to things.

7. ThERe MayBE No ToMorroW . . . !

>Make the most of each day. Make sure the people you care about actually know it, don't worry about little matters, just make sure you spend time doing the things you love.

8. SomeONe ElSe WiLl HaVE MoRe . . . !

> Just because someone has 'more', that doesn't mean they are happy. Read the biography of any celebrity and they will tell you they enjoy their process of earning money, rather than what money can do to make them happy. In other words, focus on what you love, not what the thing you love can get you.

Meet Me Half Way !!

Hey , black eyed peas have come up with a new song called meet me halfway !

i'm so loving this song.

here's the lyrics and the video and the download link !!

cheers !! hope you enjoy it as well =D

LYRICS :

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up

meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish


girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
across the universe i go to other galexies
just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
i navigate myself myself to take me where you be
cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
i travel uptown (town) i travel downtown
i wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
i love you alway..way

can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish

let's walk the bridge, to the other side
just you and I (just you and I)
i will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
i will try, until i die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
for for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i

can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
meet me half way, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

DOWNLOAD LINK : BLACK EYED PEAS , MEET ME HALFWAY

IF YOU WANNA WATCH THE VIDEO JUS CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dbIwlEXwdw

work Bites!!

Deadliest Diseases Of Our Time

Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size.

Are you aware on what CANCER feeds on?? Let me tell you....

Sugar is a cancer-feeder. By cutting off sugar it cuts off one important food supply to the cancer cells. Sugar substitutes like NutraSweet, Equal, Spoonful, etc are made with Aspartame and it is harmful. A better natural substitute would be Manuka honey or molasses but only in very small amounts. Table salt has a chemical added to make it white in colour. Better alternative is Bragg's aminos or sea salt.

Milk causes the body to produce mucus, especially in the gastro-intestinal tract. Cancer feeds on mucus. By cutting off milk and substituting with unsweetened Soya milk cancer cells are being starved.

Cancer cells thrive in an acid environment. A meat-based diet is acidic and it is best to eat fish, and a little chicken rather than beef or pork. Meat also contains livestock antibiotics, growth hormones and parasites, which are all harmful, especially to people with cancer.

Avoid coffee, tea, and chocolate, which have high caffeine. Green tea is a better alternative and has cancer-fighting properties. Water - best to drink purified water, or filtered, to avoid known toxins and heavy metals in tap water. Distilled water is acidic, avoid it.

Meat protein is difficult to digest and requires a lot of digestive enzymes. Undigested meat remaining in the intestines become putrefied and leads to more toxic buildup.

Cancer cells cannot thrive in an oxygenated environment. Exercising daily, and deep breathing help to get more oxygen down to the cellular level. Oxygen therapy is another means employed to destroy cancer cells.

Cancer is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit. A proactive and positive spirit will help the cancer warrior be a survivor. Anger, unforgiveness and bitterness put the body into a stressful and acidic environment. Learn to have a loving and forgiving spirit. Learn to relax and enjoy life.

And so to every human out there please be catious atleast not for urself but for those who care for you...